Friday, March 27, 2009

MIA

Vacation, done.  Moving, in process.  Writing, block.

Hitting a dead end in writing for some reason lately.  But, I didn't want my blogger friends to worry.  I think about you always.  There's just a lot of outside noise not letting me process the inside ones.  I'll try to get focused because I do have a lot of topics I can talk about.  The espresso shot to the head just isn't there right now...

Saturday, March 7, 2009

March Madness

So, it seems I’ve been blogging a lot lately.  Maybe it’s due to me being in work-place limbo or because the weather is slowly warming and I’m able to think of little and big topics besides I’m freezing to death. 

I looked through my past blogs and think I can certainly state that the season most assuredly affects a person’s mood and mindset here, if not everywhere.  Here’s hoping with Spring making its way, these blogs won’t necessarily be so deep on the downer side of life.

I have a lot of upcoming topics such as: Novruz bayram (holiday) with pictures, Tbilisi Georgia with pictures, Writing Olympics, and my upcoming reunion with my 21st Microregion cluster with pictures.  So, stay tuned!  It’s going to be a busy couple weeks for me with travel, so I may be missing for a smidge.

To hold you over, though, and since I haven’t posted a picture in a while, here’s a few ways that us PCVs entertained ourselves in these past few cold months. 

Hat making party!

Elmer and Nate playing at the hotel park

Mariko and Nate seesawing!  Me and Elmer did this, too.  Awesome!  Creepy faces, though.
Oh, yeah, and, if you haven’t, watch Slumdog Millionaire.  The good stuff in it is fueling my desire to go to India while here.  And I am already missing the real March Madness.

Licorice… a fruit?!

I got a box from Heather yesterday and it was pretty exciting.  My candy bag was running on empty, so, as soon as I opened her box, I knew that would no longer be the case.  I had old –time favorites such as Now and Laters, Gobstoppers, Japanese gummies, Bazooka Joe bubble gum (I love the comics) and a box of a candy I never really ate before, Jujyfruits.

While writing letters an listening to music on a day in since I’m still trying to recover from my sickness, I decided to go ahead and open the Jujyfruits and give them a try.  I picked one of every color: yellow, orange, green, red, and one questionable one that could either be dark purple or black.  Feeling daring, I popped the one I was hoping was a purple color… grape?!  No!  Licorice!  Why, in the world, would licorice be considered a fruit? 

All the other flavors were what they were supposed to be or at least something logical: lemon, orange, lime, and cherry.  But, no, the purple/black one had to be black and be licorice! 

Now, I know I’m been called a picky person on several occasions, but there are a few food items I don’t think my taste buds will ever understand.  Licorice, cilantro, mushrooms… The things I don’t like, I really don’t like, but I think my tastes have adjusted since being here and I do eat a lot of things I didn’t used to eat in America.  But, I will not ever like licorice.

“After a well-balanced meal or for a well-deserved snack after school, you might want to grab a hand full of jellybeans.  Don’t eat the black jellybeans.  They taste disgusting.  It’s just my opinion, but it’s true.” Fake The Office PSA.  Same goes for black Jujyfuits.  I’ll stick with red flavor.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Tea time

I have amazing sitemates.  One of whom, Bev, has turned me onto Yogi Green Tea.  I live in a tea culture where there is tea, everywhere, all the time.  This doesn’t sound all too shabby, but it’s crazy when the amount of tea I’ve drank in the past 6 months of my life has probably been more than I’ve drank in my entire life because one cup of tea per sitting is just not quite enough.  I think my family, on average, drinks at least 12-15 cups of tea a day.  And, oh, just in case you didn’t know, tea is the cure to everything (I’ve had to drink a lot more since I’ve been sick).  But, here, it’s not just tea that’s the answer, it’s black tea; so, a cup of green tea is a welcome change (especially since that’s the one I prefer more than the other).

Anyways, back to Yogi tea… One day I was cooking at Bev’s house and she parted with an almost full box of teabags.  To me, this idea of giving away such a great item was crazy!  I later came to find out that that’s just the type of person Bev is, not just crazy, but crazy giving.  I left the box there giving her a chance to wise up, but when I went back the next day, she offered it up once again saying I forgot it.  I’ve since been using the tea bags on special occasions when I need a treat or simply a pick-up in taste and morale.

Morale?  From tea bags?  What?  Well, that’s another special thing about Yogi teabags, each of them come with some kind of nice little inspirational message to help one get through their day.  Every time I drink the tea, I save the message and put them into a little box Heather made for me before I left.  The little box I keep all my little treasures, quotes being some of them. 

It doesn’t matter if I agree with what all the message entails, each one of them is a surprise and are contemplated over a nice cup of hot green tea.  So, for a different type of post, here’s some of the advice/reminders my tea gives me:

  • Delight the world with kindness, grace and compassion.
  • Every heartbeat creates a miracle.
  • A relaxed mind is a creative mind.
  • Every smile is a direct achievement.
  • Your heartbeat is the rhythm of your soul.
  • The best way of life is to be, simply to be.
  • Empty yourself and let the universe fill you.

I love quotes, collecting them, posting them up, saving them.  You’ll find them on my walls, in cards I make, in my wallet, pockets, “treasure” boxes all around.  I hold onto fortune cookie fortunes, the box lids from California Raisins, newspaper clippings, blurbs from magazines.  I’m a sentimental kind of gal who’s also a pack rat.  For people like me, this tea is pretty cool.

*This blog is not sponsored by Yogi Tea.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Moments of Solitude

It's almost 9:00 PM here and I'm sitting in the living room, using the internet, eating some ramen my mom sent from home, listening to my music, and am alone in the host families' house.  These occasions are my favorite times.

I can just be, live, do things that I want to do without being watched, questioned or judged.  I can eat straight from the pot I cooked in while typing this up.  Whatever that may be inappropriate in the others' eyes is okay right now since I am alone and am just being.  

These times are some of the most special to me and very needed.  Life with host families, however nice and convenient, can be painstakingly exhausting.  Having an audience 24/7 is difficult!  Not that I don't like the people I live with, I just don't feel completely at ease anywhere in the apartment besides my room where I have nested and made into a little America.  

I'm currently on the hunt for independent housing for April and while I am completely excited at the prospect of finally being able to live alone after almost 6 months of host family living, I don't know if I'll be able to appreciate the feeling I feel right now in my own home.  Right now, here, these chunks of time when the host family isn't home is like a vacation... a break.  Soon, it will be normal and the idealness of it all may fade...

... but I think I'll be okay with that.